so, first post.
i have been procrastinating about this whole blog thing for quite awhile now. i even started writing daily "posts" on my laptop to try and get myself into the habit, and start to get over my anxieties about writing. after 6 weeks or so, the anxiety started to lap the enthusiasm and the posts slowed to once a week. plus they began to feel like work, instead of catharsis.
so why anxiety? i have OCD - obsessive compulsive disorder - as well as an alphabet soup of other things, lol, and my perfectionism that OCD brings makes me want to review, review, review, and make it all just perfect! so then i can't finish. i need to get over it. so here we are.
welcome to my journey.
About Me
- Aspen Morrigan
- i'm a pagan polyamorous, pansexual dyke...i love lots of people, many of them romatically, most of them women...the Earth Mother most of all. At various times i've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, depression, generalised anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder, seasonal affective disorder, and obsessive compulsive disorder. i have very little faith in the business of psychiatry. i'm working on having more faith in myself.
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